"The first time i saw you , really , i didn't like you! Who is this BITCH ?"Denis says. To much of my surprise, that is my first impression on most people. Apparently I am this unapproachable, stone faced, petite little devil!!
As I write this am actually tearfull, sad in some ways but yet again content with who I am , and what I represent. I have learnt the hard way and yet still,with all the times i've fallen down , i always seem to get back up !!!!!!! The next time i hear that phrase, "You are a strong woman Daughtie", I will go insane !!!!!Behind all this bold and charm, beauty and glamour , inside lives are very lonely, yet loving weak but never broken girl. '"Girl?" you ask , "but havent you done sex work for like 10 years ?", "there's certainly nothing girly about you!"
This is the story of a girl, who never knew her father, lived in constant doubt of for his love and yearning for his affection. A mommy's girl, spoilt in every sense, an exact replica to her beauty, charm and zeal. A girl left at her point of need, naive , scared, vulnerable. Left to face the world alone , in the best way she knows how, looking, searching for answers she does not have the questions to.
This is the story of a girl, who sort refuge in a cold, middle aged perverted man , mistook candy gifts for affection,advances for Love, trusted without blinking an eye all in the name to fill the emptiness in her world. Defiled, shamed and out on the streets with no one to love and care for her but her self.
This is the story of a girl ,who slept out on a cold raining night, moving form house to house seeking food and shelter ,and suddenly all that changed to hunting men so just she could lay her head on a warm pillow. This girl turned woman overnight! Crying every night as these men had pleasure with her tiny body,exploded, shouted with ecstasy as they climaxed. Garbage is what she felt like. Will she ever find love , she wondered. On a random night searching for a man to prey on , she found him , the man who would plunge her into her worst nightmare, a decade older than she , he knew all the right strings to pull, all the rights words to say. This girl now turned a wife, to a man a decade older than her, he knew all the right strings to pull, all the rights words to say. Did he Love her?, she will never know , because he's gone!, gone with the wind , just like her dear parents, alone again , wounded, hurt, but not despaired!
This is the story of a girl , This girl now a mother. Love did come, in the form of a bouncing baby boy! A bundle of love , brought back hope into the life of this girl, who choose to believe in love again,who rose up from ashes to beauty! This is the story of a girl, a girl turned woman ,a woman turned wife, a wife turned widow , a widow turned mother. This is the story of a woman of absolute Resilience, Power and Love !
This is the story of Amarula Gal!!!!!!
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